It's been a very long time since I felt that impending list sitting on my shoulder or nagging at my mind.
Unless you know me well, or have worked with me this may not make a great deal of sense, but the nagging of to-do is a good thing.
Many nights have passed since the length of my to-do list has cut through the fog. I love my job and the people with whom I work. My mind just has not been able to hold on to the list that accompanies the privilege of serving my school district.
I was able to to make a few people laugh and smile yesterday and today just by cutting up or checking up. This is who I used to be.