As the day continued and my mind took breaks from the "all in" commitment I've made myself, my eyes would fill with tears again as nothing seems to lessen or protect me from the empty feeling when my focus fades or the meeting ends. So I try to accept that a world without Taylor hurts, take my moment as if were as natural as the winter rain.
But that's not how the day or this post ends. Friends have been receiving the t-shirts my cousin Jill designed and the messages of love and support come daily.
I"m too tired to do this justice - but it's about God's grace being sufficient, about trying to believe that; it's about all things working for good for those who have been called according to his purpose; It's about light that you share. Tomorrow, I will return to this and recount the light others have shared.
Tonight, it rains; I cry - but grace and goodness reign too. Grace and goodness rain down upon us and reign within and among us.